Not So Awesome
You remember it so I don't have to
But I have to
I can't forget it
Nearly ten years I spent
Trying to be you are
Or who you were
Or who I thought you were
Or who people still compare me to
I can't blame them
I started down this path
Because of you
And people like you
Who you accepted
You made me rethink what I watched
Instead of just absorbing it like I used to
You made me think
Made me analyze
Made me laugh
And when I saw you with all those people
Who seemed happy with you
But weren't
Or at least they were convincing themselves that they were
In my neighborhood I was an outcast
I couldn't approach others
My hobbies were alway